Ronny was a cuckold. His wife videotaped it every time she had sex with her boyfriend and she would let him watch it afterwards. That night was different. Ronny got a text saying she was tired and was “just going to hang here tonight, if that’s alright?” Ronny said sure.

It was the first time she had slept over at her boyfriend’s. She always came back to him, before. Suddenly his heart felt empty and Ronny wondered if he had made a terrible mistake, allowing her to have an ongoing relationship with another man. He thought he would like it, but now he wasn’t sure.

Attached to the text was a video link. Underneath the link she had added, “It was very special tonight, I think you’ll agree. XXOO.”

有时，她将手机放在三脚架上拍摄它们。但是其他时候，罗尼更喜欢，她让男友拿着相机给他一个POV射击。或者她自己抱着它，给了他一个对她做爱的POV。

今晚完全不同。电话离床很远，他们两个躺在那里。但是某种程度上的声音是可以听到的。罗尼（Ronny）可以听到他们的小杂音，低声说话，即使相机在她男友居住的大阁楼的另一侧约有50英尺外。

“太好了，”她躺在一起，完全赤裸裸地对男朋友轻声说。

“I know,” he murmured.

罗尼猜想他们在接吻，因为他听到了一种嘴巴吸声。罗尼（Ronny）在屏幕上所能看到的一切都是阴影中的两个裸体，彼此拥抱。双手互相爱抚。面孔彼此紧贴。

“I love you, baby,” Ronny heard his wife say. “You’re my soulmate, I’m so glad I found you. You’re everything.”

“I love you too baby,” her boyfriend replied. “You’re my sunshine. You’re my light.”

“Thank you, God, for bringing us together,” she said.

“Almighty God, thank you for bringing me Leslie,” said her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend John was very religious, as was his wife. They met at an evangelical church they both attended. Ronny didn’t go to church. Ronny has always been an atheist. His wife warned him if Ronny didn’t go to church with her she might meet a nice guy and fall in love. Ronny said that’s OK. Ronny told his wife he loved her and if she ever fell in love with another person, and thought that person could make her happy, then that would be great news because he wanted nothing more than for her to be happy. Nothing. And now, Ronny could see on this video, what they had predicted had come true. His wife was in love. His heart leapt with joy for her.

在视频上的那一刻，罗尼猜测约翰将鸡巴滑到她里面 - 他无法从这个远处看出 - 因为她开始轻声mo吟。

“On sweet Jesus, sweet Jesus,” she moaned. “You’re filling me up, John. You’re filling me up!”

“You fill my heart, Leslie,” he said. “You fill my heart with such a passion!”

“对我做甜蜜的爱约翰！是的！”

That was when it appeared.

There behind them on the bed, in the glare from the nightstand light, Ronny clearly saw a figure made of golden light hovering above them. Ronny said hovering because in a minute he could see in that golden light a pair of golden wings. The figure was female — she had long golden hair. She was scantily clad in robes that wrapped around her celestial body, and she smiled down on the lovers with a look of such compassion and grace that Ronny almost started weeping with joy.

Then suddenly Ronny snapped back to reality.

“There’s no way,” Ronny said. “That’s not…possible.”

He reminded himself, “I am an atheist.” Ronny didn’t believe in any kind of superstition. Ronny worked at a prestigious university teaching biochemistry. Science was his god.

For a moment, Ronny thought he must be going mad.

他的妻子第二天早上回家，洗了betway娱乐官网个澡，然后穿着长袍来吃早餐。他给她做了一点酸奶和格兰诺拉麦片，以及一壶新鲜的咖啡。她看上去是如此的潮红和美丽，肤色被淋浴蒸了，头发用毛巾拉回去。

“你看过视频了吗？”她在喝咖啡时问。

“Well, I watched about half,” Ronny said. “But then I saw something and it scared me, so I stopped.”

她向他皱了皱眉。

“You mean the angel?”

He was taken aback. Did she know about the angel? She didn’t seem to pay any attention to it on the video so Ronny had assumed…

“You saw the angel, too?” Ronny asked her.

“Oh yes. She’s been with us since the beginning. She’s the angel that brought John and I together.”

“约翰也看过天使吗？”

“Of course!” she said. “It’s our angel! It’s the angel of love that exists between John and me.”

“Oh…” Ronny said. “I thought maybe it was just a trick of the light or…”

“Of course you did, Mr. Scientist,” she smiled. “I know you don’t believe in such things. I’m actually surprised that you could see her. Ronny would have thought that your reason would have blocked out the sight and that you wouldn’t have been open to it, but…then again…”

“那又是什么？”

她说：“好吧，我从来没有真正相信你是一个无神论者。”“你们有一面对圣灵开放的一面。”

“Hmmm,” Ronny said, dubiously.

“How much did you watch?” she asked. “Did you see when the angel joined in our lovemaking?”

“加入了你的做爱吗？”罗尼说。“你在说什么？”

她解释说：“好吧，有时候她只是漂浮在我们上方。”“但是有时候 - 就像昨晚一样 - 她漂浮并加入。”

“你是什么意思，加入？”

“Well, first she and I were together,” she said, “and then she made love to John while I caressed her. And John finished inside her golden light.”

约翰在她的金色灯光里完成了吗？

那到底意味着什么？

“You should watch the rest of the video,” she said. “You’ll see.”

然后她上楼去上班。

他无意观看其余的视频。这没有道理。这是不可能的。天使不存在。

His mind was really thrown by these latest comments from his wife, and Ronny thought he must be losing his grip on reality.

He blamed cuckoldry. It had all seemed so great, at first, letting his wife be with other guys, while he watched. But now that she had found herself a real boyfriend, outside their marriage, maybe it was too much for his psyche to handle, despite what Ronny claimed about loving her and only wanting the best for her.

He decided to call up his therapist, a man Ronny hadn’t seen for at least a year. Ronny made an appointment. Luckily, he was able to see him later that day.

“我看到了一个天使，”罗尼向马歇尔博士解释说。“我什至在他的手机上有视频证据。天使是真实的文件！”

“好吧……”医生抬起眉毛说。

“但是我无法向您展示，因为这是我妻子他妈的她的男朋友的视频，她只让我看到这些视频，因为我签署了一份文件，保证我永远不会向另一个人展示它们。她是律师，你知道。我认为如果我向任何人展示它们，我将失去我拥有的一切。”

“Videos of your wife…and another man?” he said, raising his eyebrow even higher.

“我想如果我向你展示，那会没事的。毕竟，患者客户的特权。她永远无法在法庭上使用它。好吧，让我们看着其余的。我只看了天使来的开始，但显然，天使实际上加入了他们的做爱。他们有一个具有超自然存在的人。你想看吗？”

“Um,” he said. “It’s your hour. We can spend it any way you want to spend it. If you want to spend it watching amateur porn….”

他打开了。正处于天使第一次出现的时刻。她在那里闪闪发光。然后她开始脱下长袍。

“She’s taking off her clothes,” Ronny said to the doctor. “Do you see it?”

“我看到一些眩光。这可能是一个光明的技巧。”医生说。

“不，”罗尼说。“这是我一开始的想法，但要看。这是一个真正的女人……好吧，一个天使女人。我的上帝，看着她的乳房。”

Her breasts were golden, and they were transparent. Inside her breasts, there was a shining red light, where her heart would be. It was glowing, as she came down on the bed and embraced his wife. John put his hands on the glowing transparent surface of her back and stroked the light there.

“My goodness,” said the doctor. Apparently, he was seeing it too. “Maybe it’s some kind of special effect,” he said. “You know what they can do with computers these days.”

“Ah yes, a scientist, just like me,” Ronny said to the doctor. He looked a bit shaken. This was no special effect. This was scientific evidence that angels exist! And now look, the angel was eating his wife’s pussy and he could hear all three of them kind of moaning, but singing at the same time. It was like an angel chorale as she brought his wife to orgasm. And they hit a big high note at the climax.

罗尼说：“好吧，显然那个家伙现在搞砸了天使。”“你想看它还是不看？”

“我……我……”他看着裤c。

“哦，耶稣，马歇尔，”罗尼说，他的勃起说。“尝试保持专业，愿意！如果您能保证我可以保持专业，我只会向您展示最后一点。”

“I promise you,” Marshall said, looking embarrassed.

They watched some more.

On his cellphone, her boyfriend lay down and this being of light started fucking him. The moaning and the singing started up again. His wife kissed the angel’s breasts as the angel got fucked by her boyfriend. And pretty soon, he was cumming inside the angel. And that’s the thing, since she was a transparent being of light, they could see the cum shooting up inside her, and it kind of remained up in the place where her uterus would be if she weren’t made of pure light, like angels are.

他看着医生，他看着这件事时的脸有点舒适。然后，罗尼在裤ch上看到一个潮湿的地方。

“For the love of God!” Ronny said. “I thought you were going to remain professional!”

好吧，心理学无济于事，这很明显。罗尼（Ronny）去了校园的实验室，避难了科学。Some of his graduate students were in there working on their research, which had to do with, oh Ronny couldn’t explain it, you needed at least a Masters Degree in organic chemistry to even begin to understand it, but anyhow, Ronny asked the lead research assistant how the samples were coming.

“The results are pretty much what we expected so far,” he said.

“很好，”罗尼说。

He looked up at the wall. There was a huge periodic table of the elements on the wall. Ronny stared at it. His bible. The laws of nature, the laws of all creation. Something caught his eye. Right there between element number 33, As (arsenic), and 34, Se (selenium), there was a number 33 ½. That was absurd. There could be no half numbers on the periodic table. The element symbol there was An.

The lead researcher looked concerned.

“有问题，先生？”

“到底是什么？”罗尼说。“元素编号三十三个半？一个？这他妈到底是什么？”

首席研究员笑了。

“先生，你很有趣，”他说。

“这有什么有趣的？谁把那个放在那里？没有元素编号33半！这是谁的恶作剧？”

“恶作剧？”研究人员说。“先生，你不记得吗？是您的理论化。您发现了Angelium，An，是使天使灯光的元素。”

“What!”

“天使，先生，”他说。“这就是我们的研究在这里。在这些实验中，我们试图用自己的光来召集自己的天使。通过将Angelium引入高压电力和非常强烈的磁性。看看这个烧杯……我们将砷与硒混合在一起，它将融合 - ”

“把它远离我！”罗尼说。他把玻璃烧杯敲开，听到它在地面上碎成碎片。罗尼（Ronny）闻到了大蒜的强烈气味，并记得他的本科作品中的一些东西。罗尼（Ronny）记得砷是无味的，但是当暴露于极高的热量时，会达到……大蒜的独特气味！

“Must get home!” Ronny said. And he ran out of there. All this nonsense about element number 33 and a third called angelium. He’d never heard of it. His students must be trying to mess with his head. Maybe they had found out about his cuckolding. Ronny felt very paranoid, and regretful that he had ever gotten into anything as kinky and disturbed as cuckoldry.

But soon his mind started thinking of the mathematics involved in making an angelic substance — angelium. Maybe it could be done. Maybe angels were not spiritual, but scientific entities. As real as anything else? Who’s to say?

“I want to see her, with my own eyes,” Ronny said to his wife that night when she came home from work and started getting ready to go over to John’s house. She was packing a little overnight bag. She had a toothbrush, Ronny saw that. This was a significant transition in their relationship. She didn’t pack a lot of clothes, but he was obviously offering her “a drawer.”

他充满了失去她的恐惧。和天使。

“I want to see the angel,” Ronny said. “Not just on the video. With my own eyes!”

“哦，亲爱的，”罗尼的妻子说。“我告诉过你，约翰不喜欢你在那里看。这就是为什么我们制作视频，以使您对安排感到满意。但是他说他有表现焦虑，如果另一个男人在那里看着他，他可能无法努力。”

“我会隐藏在壁橱里，或者通过窗户看！”罗尼说。“请！”

“好，”她说。“我会问他。我会给你发短信，如果他可以和你一起过来。好的亲爱的？”

“好，”罗尼说。“谢谢。”

他去酒吧喝了一些威士忌。但是他没有陶醉。这是洛斯阿尔托斯（Los Altos）的一个小地方，在越南地方旁边的主要阻力上。它被称为棍子。罗尼（Ronny）不知道为什么会这样称呼，但这就是酒吧的名字。罗尼记得三只狗只是在酒吧的地板上睡觉。也许这是一只有三个头的狗 - 但这没有任何意义。哦Styx，罗尼只是开了个玩笑。当他陶醉时，他的思想不是那么快。很快他就喝醉了。

He got a text at about 11pm.

“If you come before midnight, it’s OK,” she said.

她给他发了电话。罗尼走进了一个Uber，直奔那儿。房子的门是打开的。罗尼走进去打招呼。

“Over here,” Ronny heard his wife yell. She was in the rear of the loft where the bed was. Ronny walked over.

They were naked on the bed together.

“天使在哪里？”罗尼说。

“Oh he’s here, don’t worry about that,” his wife said. She glanced to the left. Ronny followed her eye and saw that over in the corner, there was a man seated in shadows there. Ronny could just make out his silhouette and the red glow of his eyes.

“那是谁？”罗尼问。关于这个男人的事情使他在恐惧中颤抖。“是谁？”

“Oh, Ronny, I think we all know who that is,” said his wife. “That’s the other angel. You know, the one that fell…”

“Ah ha ha ha,” laughed the man in the corner at his wife’s joke.

The idea of that “other angel” being there with them filled him with such revulsion.

“女天使在哪里！”罗尼要求。“这就是我想看到的！我对看到……那东西根本没有兴趣！”

His wife laughed.

她说：“不要让自己努力工作。”“她很快就会在这里。”

“但是为什么你允许那个可怕的……东西……来到这里？”罗尼抱怨。“这是不对的！”

她说：“没有魔鬼，你就不能拥有上帝。”

She began kissing her boyfriend.

“Oh my darling,” she murmured to him. “Thank you for agreeing to do this for my husband. You don’t know how much this means to me.”

John kissed her so tenderly. On both her cheeks, then her mouth. Her chin. Her neck. He stroked her hair so lovingly.

“是的，这么温柔！”红眼睛说了那件事。“温柔地吻了她！”

他的声音低沉而棘手 - 可怕。罗尼希望他能闭嘴。

“I won’t shut up,” said the low scratchy voice. Apparently, it could read his mind.

This was all too strange for his scientific mind. So to prove it, to scientifically prove once and for all that the supernatural exists, Ronny took out his cellphone and began videoing.

Meanwhile, John was caressing his wife’s lovely breasts. She threw her head back in ecstasy and sighed. That’s when the female angel appeared.

It was floating right above them, as John kissed his way down her neck and reached her breasts. The way he gently pressed his lips to her breasts, it was almost too much for Ronny to bear. Ronny started sighing along with her.

“Oh my goodness,” Ronny sighed, and began pleasuring himself with his hand.

“啊，”红眼睛在角落里的刮擦声叹了口气。

“Ahhh!” sang the angel, hovering above them.

然后约翰吮吸了妻子的左乳头。令罗尼感到惊讶的是，悬停的天使从长袍上扔掉了，她透明的裸露浮出水面，开始吮吸另一个乳头。然后令他恐惧的是，红眼睛的东西就像闪烁到床上一样快。他开始用舌头至少一英尺长的舌头对妻子的猫ling着。罗尼（Ronny）震惊，看到两个红色的角从妻子的猫那里伸出来，因为他疯狂地吮吸了她的猫。拍打和打bun，发出各种各样的喧闹声。但是他的妻子远没有厌恶，被那种恶魔般的舌头送入了狂喜的高度。

“不，不，”罗尼喊道。“不可能……不可能！”

But it was all his fault, of course. Ronny was the one who had begun this cuckoldry experiment. It had taken him months to convince his sweet wife to go along with the idea. And now it had come to this — the absolute height of debauchery, Ronny thought — unable to imagine anything more debauched and horrifying than this.

But Ronny was wrong.

然后，魔鬼从妻子的猫那里抬起头。然后他拉下了魔鬼短裤，露出了一个可怕而恶魔般的成员 - 尖刺和肋骨，就像某种中世纪的狼牙棒和腿之间的链条一样。

“No!” Ronny cried. “No!”

他的妻子说：“亲爱的，不用担心。”“这不会受到伤害。很好。”

And as the devil was about to put his huge member into his wife’s pussy, with her boyfriend sucking on her left tit, and the angel sucking on her right, and all of them sighing that song of delight and ecstasy, Ronny snapped, or broke inside, or had a kind of hemorrhage. Ronny doesn’t know what happened to him exactly.

He’s not right in the head any more.

Or maybe Ronny never was. And maybe all of this was a hallucination of some kind of deranged mind.

You might see him, the disheveled man wandering the streets of Los Altos. The one they say used to be a professor of chemistry. Now sleeping rough. Muttering to himself. Skin leathered by the sun. Odiferous from not bathing. And talking to things you regular people cannot see.

尽管不再与任何大学或机构有关，但他的研究仍在继续。罗尼从街道上收集他的材料。对于砷，罗尼找到了旧的电子组件，丢弃的计算机。您不知道砷用于半导体中吗？哦，是的，砷是这种设备中常见的N型掺杂剂。罗尼（Ronny）在山丘上的营地上移走了砷。罗尼（Ronny）将其与玻璃结合在一起，使他融化在篝火上。硒是在某些玻璃产品中发现的。然后罗尼等待元素编号33½出现。如果这样做。 Ronny inhales it. He inhales the substance of angels. Angelium. If he’s unlucky, a different element is formed and Ronny inhales the substance of demons instead. Element 666. Demonium. And Ronny has a bad night. A very bad night.

You don’t believe him? Yes, angels are real. But so are demons. Ronny has proof. It’s on his cellphone. But Ronny doesn’t want to look at it. Ronny buried it, years ago. Ronny dug a hole and buried the cellphone and covered it with dirt. But you atheists, remember, somewhere in Los Altos, a few feet under the earth, there is proof, scientific proof that angels exist. And demons too.

他希望他们没有，但他们这样做。罗尼希望科学是对的，但这是错误的。

Sometimes a kind woman brings him sandwiches and tends to his wounds with a washcloth and antiseptic. She talks to him kindly and he’s grateful to her. She tells him she was once his wife. Ronny is happy to see her. But sometimes when she tends to him, Ronny sees there in her eyes, a little tear forming. And it breaks his heart.

That this kindest of women should ever feel a moment of sadness…

He tears himself away and hurries back up to the hills to his encampment. To make some more angelium, and to make himself forget.

他希望他从未见过魔鬼的脸，但他做到了。

And once you see the hideous face of the devil fucking your wife like a beast, his tail wagging behind him as he thrusts into her! Oh how he enjoyed it, you could see it in the devil’s face, the depths of depravity he had achieved. Once you see that…

Well, that’s an image that you can never get out of your mind.