And within us being safe too and just I wish, I wish. — It’s difficult respecting people’s wishes for privacy on a public platform like this. I want to write about like people in my life and those people don’t like to be a part of a story on here. But it’s connected to me. So I will respect privacy and tell this…

In this order. This is next on my internal schedule to write about. — I’m stuck in a bad living situation and I could say more but who cares. I am working to move forward. Let’s just say that the landlord left the door open again this morning. …

At the Dollar Movies — I am tired. This is a tmi moment but I’d like to write a little as an introduction. So I smell like tea tree oil and it’s giving me a headache. I soaked my feet in epsom salt bath gel and a few drops of tea tree oil to help…

Just memories again from childhood. An exercise/workout place. And a kind of friend I had at the kid’s center there. — It’s weird today. I am going to continue on with my list but I am feeling down. What is new? It’s been more than one week and my dad hasn’t contacted me back yet. Still. Us back. Even with this, I am so tired honestly. Applied for jobs on end…

Childhood memories and then more. Again. — Today is going to be fast. I woke up again on time today. Like I went to bed early though and I’ve been just not going out and staying at this place of residence. I want to make fufu. I worry that I’ve lost the note that is just the…

More pieces of me. — Today I am going to start backwards and do this first. Before going through my Manifesto and reading that. The timeline should still be okay. I started 20 minutes late, but I woke up at 5:59am this morning. So it’s not horrible. And with this, I’m doing something to better…

It’s like lots of sh!t. Lots of it. And then seeing if it can grow? — Okay. This is the last time I’m going to write this today. I felt off track for a moment because many things. The world. Current things in the news. Meg Thee Stallion. Akon. Okay. So I don’t have the space to talk about these things because my life vest is…

Rocks. Tessellations. Gifted Program. And Piano. — So the truth is that I don’t want to talk about mainstream life at this moment. I added a lot of things to a list to address, so Godwilling I’ll get there. I need to kind of talk about stuff for me still for now. Mental health issues in my…

Christmas was okay. Now it’s just the next thing, today+yesterday=standing. One hopes. — So there’s so much. I’d rather not have been a thought 36 years ago. That would have been so much easier for me. No idea of life. I am here now, but to not have even been a thought or to have existence would have been easier. It is going…